I’m just really sad lately. i don’t know if its the bronchitis making me a bit stir crazy, because with the exception of going one block for supplies, I’ve been in the house for a week straight.
but because I’ve been sick I’ve missed out on several job opportunities. I’ve been thinking about just going home for the spring and summer theres this job thats waiting for me back there. id have to apply NOW because spots fill up fast and its almost march already. but the amount of money i calculated to save up in the end isn’t guaranteed. but it sounds ideal because i could take childcare courses and get certified.
i just feel flat out bored, and lonely, and scared about my future out here. and everything just feels so routine but kind of like a rerun.
